Kaiden is 3!

This is probably the most random interview ever. Maybe next year he'll give me answers that make sense? I kind of doubt it. He's unique like that. I can't believe my baby is 3!

1. What's your name?

Bubby

2. How Old are you?

Kaiden. I Kaiden. Ladies.

3. What makes you happy?

Your 'puter. Mommy! I need my puter!

4. What do you like to do with josiah?

Play bullet!

5. What is your favorite animal?

my horsey

6. What do you like to eat?

dinner! a doughnut.

7. What is you like to play?

play a little fish.

8. What is your favorite tv show?

rescue bots

9. What is your favorite color?

umm. my foots.

10. What is your favorite song?

                                                            Bubby's sword

11. Who is your best friend?

my lightning queen pillow

12. What do you like to do with daddy?

my blue bear

13. What do you like to do with mommy?

play. and fight

14. What do you like to do outside?

play with my big boy.

15. What is your favorite game?

play with my rescue bots

16. Who is your favorite hero?

he flies outside. Piderman

17. What is your favorite toy?

my cake. my cake toy.

18. What is your favorite Cereal?

my marnmallow… my rescue bot punched me in my mouth.

19. What do you want to be when you grow up?

.grow up a cat.

20. What's your favorite day?

my hat. I will play with bullet tomorrow.

Josiah's Birthday Interview - Age 4

1. What's your name

Siah!

2. How Old are you?

3? … 4

3. What makes you happy?

*smiles* Kaiden. Kaiden make me happy. Hey, Kaiden do you make me happy? "no!" mommy, kaiden didn't make me happy!

4. What do you like to do with kaiden?

He loves me. "I don't love you!" mommy, kaiden didn't love me!

5. What is your favorite animal?

horse

6. What do you like to eat?

marshmallows cereal

7. What is your favorite thing to do?

nose ?

8. What is your favorite tv show?

real race cars

9. What is your favorite color?

blue

10. What is your favorite song?

*Sings random words*

11. Who is your best friend?

daddy is my fren.

12. What do you like to do with daddy?

daddy likes to fight me.

13. What do you like to do with mommy?

I love you.

14. What do you like to do outside?

play bikes

15. What is your favorite game?

a basketball game

16. Who is your favorite hero?

superman

17. What is your favorite toy?

rescue bot

18. What is your favorite Cereal?

marshmallow

19. What do you want to be when you grow up?

I want to grow up like a baby.

20. What's your favorite day?

uhhh party rocking.   ?

He refused to put pants on. 

To my little brother

Half a year later.

 How has it already been 6 months?!

It doesn't feel like it's been that long. 

It's still hard to believe I can't see you again.  

We can't make new memories with you. 

None of us will ever be the same. 

You changed our lives forever that tuesday. Tuesday, October 23, 2012. 

That day is forever seared into my memories. 

Today's weather, reminds me of that day. Cold and grey. Drizzly. Gross.

Sometimes I wish I could forget it. But it's still clear in my mind. 

I know that I'll never understand why. I know I couldn't have done anything different. 

But I wish I had known you were going to do that. 

So I could spend more time with you that last day. 

Taken some better pictures of you. 

I just wish I had a chance to talk to you before. 

I wish I could comfort you. 

Hug you. 

Love you.

I'll always miss you.

Catch up!

Well, it's been quite awhile since I wrote. 

Things have been... up and down lately.

My husband got a job that was about an hour away from where we were living. 

We had to move. I hate moving. I love it, but hate it. 

I like the change. But I miss what I'm leaving. Not to mention the packing and unpacking.

Craziness! 

We had a few set backs but we're moved in. Not all the way unpacked though. 

Our house is tiny and I don't love it, so I've been procrastinating. 

BUT I realized I've had the wrong attitude about it and I'm coming around. 

I can't keep telling myself that it's only for a year or else I'll never make it a home. 

Even if it's for a year, that is a year of memories I can't get back. 

Even if this is only a small chapter until the next, big one, it's still a chapter. 

I don't want my boys to look back and remember this as just a house we stayed in for a time.

I want it to be a home where we had good memories. Even if its just a years worth. 

You never know when you won't be able to make new memories. 

Here's a few memories we've already made here;

We had to buy a new stove! It's the first one I've owned. The boys got to help put it together. :)

We had a REALLY nice day and the boys got to enjoy the water hose. 

Kenneth made a cake for my birthday! And it tasted pretty good! 

Daddy left his shaving cream out... this wasn't even all of it.

Our backyard has LOTS of worms to catch so we can go fishing!

I know this post was boring, but I just need to catch you all up real quick.

The six month mark of my brother's death is coming up on the 23rd. 

I can't believe it's been 6 months.

Miss you, Dolly.